Assyrian Bodybuilders: Experiments
These works are a continuing body of work that re-examines Assyrian deities as beings who travelled with Assyrians into diaspora and now reflect our current needs, fears, and desires.

Bodybuilder: Malikta Winged Deity | 17 x 20 x 1.2 in. | Acrylic on poplar | 2021

Bodybuilder: Two-Headed Deity | 16 x 16 x 1.2 in. | Acrylic on Poplar | 2021

Bodybuilder: Miztanta Hair Deity | 11 x 21 x 1.2 in. | Acrylic on Poplar | 2021
Remnants 1: Lxmxssu | 8x8 in. | Broken ceramic tile | 2019
Remnants 2: Nxbu & Ishtxr | 8x8 in. | Broken ceramic tiles | 2019
Remnants 3: Unknown figures | 8x8 in. | Broken ceramic tiles | 2019
Remnants 4: Ashxr with unknown figures | 8x8 in. | Broken ceramic tiles | 2019

Ninurta + Female Bodybuilder | 23 x 23 x 5.5 in. | Acrylic on cinderblocks | 2020

Snakecharmer/Shahmaran | 16 x 21 x 3.75 in. | Acrylic on cinderblock bricks | 2020
Female Bodybuilder 1 | 14 x 14 x 3.5 in. | Acrylic on cement | 2020
Female Bodybuilder 1 | 14 x 14 x 3.5 in. | Acrylic on cement | 2020
Pazuzu Shadow Deity | 57x76 in. | Acrylic on Canvas | 2021
As the women cry out,
The gods listen and become stronger,
Acculturating to what we need in the new land.
Their muscles defined blocks,
These holy body-builders show the physical strength my women desire.
A show of outward strength necessary for the treacherous journeys ahead.
As my people continue to be forced to wander, these sculptures are our gods, idols to be carried with us. Each element is meant to be taken apart, easily mobile, a traveling temple. The figures are crude, they are humorous, they are the dark joke that these talismans carry any true protection. They reflect the refugee experience - having to remove all trust in governments, in neighbors or friends, in logic or reason as forces of protection and safety. We turn our gaze to the supernatural.
We laugh even as we flee.
We brag of our strength, even as we are conquered.
These ancient gods may not have power here, in this new land, but just in case…we continue to burn besma, speaking our troubles to running water.